I keep the brackets for Asian  because I genuinely don’t know what to call the place I’m speaking from. It’s not quite ethnic, not exactly diasporic, not simply cultural. It’s the accumulation of moving between worlds and holding more than one at the same time. What people call double consciousness  but which, in my body, feels more like an expanded perceptual field than anything pathological or lacking. What I keep returning to is how this double consciousness becomes unspea